Friday, January 27, 2023

Final Trip

YESTERDAY---ended up being my last trip to the state capitol and learning about how to become a good self advocate within a community that I dearly love so much was incredible. I am obviously aware that my own involvement seemed at times just kind of like a glimpse into how much having my voice heard, matters.


I may not know too much about what so many individuals like me, are faced up with every day and yet I wanted to do whatever it took to make sure my voice was being heard. I participated fairly well in all the trainings we had scheduled which if you ask me, was a little more fun when I was able to give my input when it was needed. I still have so much more to adapt and learn along this journey, which is far from all being over in society. 


I was able to learn that sharing our personal stories means a lot to our legislators and getting our important message across is crucial. I am grateful for the many people who stuck with me throughout this experience and helped all of us realize that we can do anything--no matter how difficult it may be at times. I am truly grateful for the times I was able to bring a smile to the faces of my fellow colleagues and self advocates--who were in attendance. 


EARLIER THAT DAY---We did our self guided tour of the Capitol building and were able to listen in on one of the many sessions that was taking place. I definitely was able to watch and observe what all of our state legislators have to work on every single day throughout the legislative process. After we left from the session, all of us headed to where our next training would be and luckily it was not as crowded of a room like it was the day before. I really appreciated everyone getting a chance to share brief intros about themselves and why they were there with us at the capitol. 


We ended up taking a fairly good break throughout the training and having a chance to unwind for what seemed like a very long time, but it was much needed. Did I forget to mention we started with lunch & then went right into business with things? I definitely handled things a little better with my anxiety just being the way it is and trying to soak in what was being shared by people. I was grateful for the support with my colleagues who were sitting next to me and quietly cheering me on throughout the day, which I sincerely appreciated more than they could ever know. 


Legislative Reception (Mini Version)

This aspect of my legislative experience was definitely at times more overstimulating than I would have liked it to be. However, I was able to finally meet my representative in person and learn about how they genuinely care about what people with disabilities in our state need. It was definitely getting a little too much for me when I was clearly prepared to head out for the night and get home before the night went on any longer. I look forward to what the next year will bring and hope to not feel as intimidated or let alone stressed out with things. I was able to listen to some music when I needed something to take my mind off what was going on. I am grateful for what I am able to do and the people I get to work fairly closely with in our state, who are dedicated in making our sure the disability community has a voice, when it comes to having our needs met from public officials. 


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Friday, January 20, 2023

New Updates

NEXT WEEK---I will be making three trips to the Capitol building in Salt Lake with some of my friends to attend a legislative training put on by one of the governor appointed entities I serve on. I am grateful for the chance to learn more about how this all works and what I can do as a self advocate to make sure we're getting our voices heard. It is not always the easiest thing for me to walk up and communicate with people that I do not know very well about disability related issues. I may not have as much experience in regards to some of the things that are going on--but I do know it will make an impact with showing up and doing what I can to make a good impression. I do look forward to supporting my colleagues who work around the clock every day in making sure the disability community is a safe place for not only myself but every one else too. I am not sure how many legislators we will get the chance to visit and talk to at this event--but all I can do is my best with representing an organization that has such a soft place in my heart. If I am ready or not for this to take place next week--I better make sure I am prepared for a full day of being very educated & informed on what I need to do better. 


It's obviously not the most fun trips ever...but my presence will be needed as much as anyone else who plans to attend & learn what they can. I know things are going to be slightly technical and big words are gonna be used but the main purpose to do my best. I am grateful for the opportunity to do this in person without feeling so far away from people that I haven't been able to see for a while since our world during those crazy times. 



Mini Shout Out 

My best friend Danielle will be celebrating her 31st birthday tomorrow!!! I look forward to spending time with all of my friends and making some new memories with each other. We are going to meet up at Provo Beach Resort to play various games and then later head over to her favorite Mexican place for us to have dinner. I am grateful for her friendship and example in my life of what a good friend should be, which if you must know is very important and something I never mess around with. I cannot wait to see her tomorrow afternoon and catch up with what is going on in our lives. I wish her all the best not only now but in the coming year ahead!! 


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Monday, January 9, 2023

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EARLIER TODAY----I participated on a meeting with an organization that asked me and my colleagues from the speakers network to introduce ourselves. It was incredibly short with not being able to share as much as I would have liked to in the moment-- but I am grateful to have been asked to participate. I am truly grateful for the opportunities being a part of the speakers network has given me and I look forward with more speaking engagements in the future. 


As I look into this new year, I know a lot of the same things in my life will continue and help me learn more about becoming a good self advocate. I still have challenges with trying to know where I fit into things and knowing my specific role is... but I legitimately hope for the best. I obviously may not have nearly as much expertise in certain areas like others do, but I am determined in trying to keep growing more as a person. 


Night To Shine 2023 - This unforgettable worldwide event returns back in a few short weeks and I cannot wait to spend the night away with my friends. We are definitely looking forward to getting the royal VIP treatment and making memories that I know will be talked about for years to come!!! I am grateful for a chance to finally see this get headed back in person and being reassured of God's love for me as someone who is different than most. (Stay tuned for more!!)


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