Flashbacks

Memories of 2019:

It's hard for me to believe that another year has come and gone so quickly... But I am grateful for the many unforgettable moments I was able to share among the most incredible people ever!!! Here are some of my highlights that I'd love to if not briefly share with you all right now (if you don't mind at all?!?!)

#iLegitMissBigBangSoMuch

It is at times emotionally difficult for me to imagine this legitimate sitcom will never come back on my television screen with new episodes--- but it forever has a special spot in my heart. I definitely miss all of those characters so much and their relationships with each other-- which to someone like me meant everything than most people would ever think. It has literally given me a reason to feel so much better with the fact I am slightly different than others around me, but I know this legit sitcom gave me reasons to smile and laugh whenever I needed to feel happy again. #MoreAboutThisLater

#UtahMissAmazing19 

It has truly become an absolute dream come true and getting to have a year of service, has given me chances to make new friendships with so many people, learning to stretch myself in ways that I did not ever think were possible and giving back to others in the community has made me realize how much of an impact I can make in this world. I have definitely grown into a better person in ways I never would have expected myself to which I can only hope what the rest of my reign as the Miss Queen will look like from this point on?!! #ThreeAndAHalfMonthsLeft

#CupofCuoco2020

Alright--- I legitimately watch one of the cast members from the sitcom I mentioned earlier had an amazing idea to create themselves a talk morning show titled what my hashtag is in this blog post :) It has been so much fun for me to get a little better acquainted with someone that I may never get to meet in my lifetime, but getting to know them better not only BC they have such unconditional love for animals--which I will admit is just nothing short of incredible!!! I also have loved watching episodes of their show when they are surrounded by their furry friends and being a dog lover myself--- I cannot help but feel so much respect for them as an individual. This person who played one of my many favorite characters on the Big Bang Theory for twelve amazing seasons--- (Yes, The one and only Kaley Cuoco!!!) I'd love to meet her in person one day if I could and sincerely express my gratitude for all that she continues to do--- I may not have ever rescued any animals myself whatsoever, but knowing that there is someone in the world who would do anything to give them a better life really touches my heart. If you haven't watched or checked out her amazing talk show titled #CupofCuoco, I would recommend this to anyone that needs a little boost of positive feelings in their life!!! 

Journal Entries

#PowerOfPrayerIsReal

I'm truly grateful for the blessings that have come into my life this past year and would like to share a few of them with you all right now. Over this past year, I have continuously prayed every single night for a friend of mine along with their husband who recently moved up to Ogden. I have definitely just loved being able to offer a sincere prayer of comfort for them and that they would be greeted with open arms in their new neighborhood. It's been such an amazing experience for me to help someone else in a way that I know without a doubt has meant the world & cannot find myself willing to stop any time soon!!! I am grateful to still be doing this almost every week and have been touched to know they've felt them and not having any worries to leave them in a difficult situation. I was able to catch up with this person a little while back and cannot tell you how much fun it was to tell them everything that is currently going on with my life. 

#DavidArchiesMusic

I have not only become obsessed with this artists musical talents, but getting to escape into a different world has given me a chance to remember who I really am inside/outside. It has strengthened me thru some of the hardest times in my life and never knew what could come from it later on--- I know it has never once failed to give me reasons to hope in every situation. I have definitely learned that music is one of those many things to inspire and give you a peace of mind, whenever things in life are harder to deal with than most. 

#BigBangTheoryContinuations

I will forever be grateful to have watched this legitimately loved sitcom as much as I did. It was one of those shows that could make me laugh or cry in ways-- Nothing else in the universe was ever able to do!!! I have cried so many tears over the last several months from when it concluded with still the most heartfelt finale that I have ever seen in my lifetime on television. I am also grateful for everyone of the characters who reminded me that being a little different is so much cooler than most of us--would ever possibly think or imagine. #StillBestLegitSitcomOfAllTime

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Farewell

TWELVE YEARS AGO YESTERDAY---- The first pilot episode of my favorite television sitcom was aired on the CBS network and can hardly believe it is not returning for a brand new season. It's been obvious that I'm not a legitimate nerd whatsoever and would easily care less about reading thru comic books of well known super heroes. 

In honor of this legitimate television show... I watched multiple clips of random episodes on that well known site called You Tube yesterday and felt a little bit of nostalgia. I definitely miss not being able to look forward to any new episodes this year and if I can admit---I will forever have a special place in my heart for those characters. 

As an individual with a learning disability-- I may not have related to much of what the story lines in this show were about from a normal standpoint, but I can truthfully admit it made me realize that just being different is a lot cooler than most people would think. It's been several months from when I did watch the most heartfelt series finale ever and could not help but have tears running down my face as I listened to Sheldon's speech after him and his wife received the Nobel Prize!!! 

With all of the many things I've posted about this sitcom----I know my life has never been the same and can only hope for whatever is to come later down the road. It has definitely left a slight hole into my heart since the show concluded in May of this year and I feel incredibly grateful for what this has done for not only me, but lots of other people as well. I really loved all of these extraordinary people so much and even though we have never met each other in person, I want them to know in my way-- I love you all too!!! Thank you so much for giving me and millions of fans across the globe, some of the best laughs ever during your twelve year run!! #MissYouAllSoMuch #ForeverBigBangTheory.

Craziness

#ThreeWeeksAndCounting

There is absolutely no reason for me to feel in such a panic mode over the fact, I haven't done much of any preparation with attending the 2019 National Miss Amazing event in three weeks. I know it's all gonna work out in the end somehow and everything will immediately fall into place, eventually if not sooner than later. I am confident there will be a lot more realistic information to share afterwards when I return back home and can make an effort with trying to update you all, on how everything will turn out. With this being my first time ever... I am not even certain about what it is they are needing to look for in a National Representative and hoping more than ever to make a good impression. I cannot wait to share this unforgettable journey with the other Utah Miss Amazing Representatives who I am more than positive will put their best selves out on that stage and make it an experience that none of them will ever forget. 

#BigBangTheoryNostalgia

How have you ever not watched a sitcom and not felt a little bit of emotional nostalgia from it?! It's only been a couple of months since this legitimate show ended & literally cannot wish it would just come back in an quick second... but I cannot make that happen in real life unfortunately. I know this sitcom will forever have a special spot in my heart and one that is never gonna be replaced any time if you know what I mean?!

#SummerDanceSportChallenge2019

This is one of the most legitimate times during my summer break and getting an opportunity to dance in a competition with my best friends!!! I have definitely grown so much from this experience & just being able to focus on the aspect of having fun alongside the greatest people you could ever possibly imagine!!!

It has really given me an opportunity to find the joy in dancing ballroom in such an incredible place where dance is very well known among lots of people. A little bit more on this when it does actually gets slightly closer and there are so many more stories to tell, So please stay tuned for all of them!!!!!