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TWO YEARS AGO TODAY--- My life was forever changed when I became the newly crowned 2019 Utah Miss Amazing (Miss Queen). I am so grateful for the many unforgettable opportunities that I had with not only getting to participate in fun activities-- but serving in my community, making new friends, not to mention the chance of stretching myself in ways that I never imagined possible. I am grateful for the way it helped to build my self confidence and self esteem in a supportive environment-- which if ya ask me was nothing short of a dream come true!!!

Unforgettable Moment:

Presentation on my experience with the Utah Miss Amazing organization to a group of young women from Logan at their annual Girls Retreat in Park City. It was such a delight in more ways than one and being asked by one of the most incredible people ever, (who I prefer as like my second mom) made me feel incredibly lucky!!! I loved being able to educate all of those young women on something that came across to someone as an idea to give back to their community and then went on to make it grow into an absolute life changing program for girls and women with disabilities to prove to everyone, that they can do hard things.

Advocates As Leaders - Self Advocacy Speakers Network

I officially hit the four year mark with this fabulous group of people and have loved being able to share my messages of hope about what individuals with disabilities can do. I am grateful for the opportunities that have had to educate and train many people in the community about issues that affect people like me and wanting to make certain we have our voices heard. 

Surprise Picture (Brief Version)

Back in February of this year, I had selected the cutest valentine picture ever and due to the licensing I noticed was not gonna let me use their image unless I ended up buying it. To make a long story short-- there was another picture I came across and immediately thought of the individual who I could easily surprise with it :) I decided to send off the YLC Meeting agenda to everyone else (expect the person I am planning to surprise with the picture ten minutes before our meeting starts!!!) I am excited to know what the surprised look on their face will be once I see their reaction to this picture and let me tell you- it is nothing short of a dream come true!!! Please stay tuned for the update on when this actually in one way or another does happen and I hope it will be a moment to remember. 

Milestones (Part One)

#UVUInstituteClass

My twin sister and I started attending our adaptive needs institute class back in 2015--- which I will admit was one of the best decisions we ever made. It has been such a great experience for us to make new friendships with other people and learning as much as we can about the restored gospel of Jesus Christ on this earth. We have enjoyed being able to feel the spirit every week and remember what we came here to do, regardless of how difficult life was going to be sometimes. It's really given me a lot of opportunities to share my thoughts and experiences about what it means to live righteously as well as remember who we truly are!!! I am so grateful for the gospel in my life more than anything else in this world and I am not even sure how I'd make it through any hard time without it. I know it is what has continuously kept me on the straight and narrow path, even though there are consistent bumps in the road that we deal with every once in awhile. #ShareGoodness

#DDCouncilMembership2020

I originally applied to be on this committee in the spring of last year, but when I unexpectedly won my pageant title with the Miss Amazing organization--- I had to put on my spot on hold for a year. I definitely look forward to being more of an advocate and getting paid along the way too... but I can't necessarily get my high hopes for this at all. I am incredibly grateful for the opportunity to be a part of this incredible organization and learning as much as possible about speaking up for myself, but as well as trying to make certain that young adults with disabilities have goals that are realistic. I am so excited about this new chapter in my life and whether or not it happens for me, I will just simply feel honored to have been given the privilege to do something that can impact this world. #ItsLegitimate

#MissQueenReign2019

It's truly been an absolute dream come true and cannot describe what an amazing experience it has turned out to be. I am truly grateful for the privilege it is to serve other people in anyway that I can possible and feeling like I was able to step out of my comfort zone, more than I usually ever would have imagined myself to do. When I heard my name called out as being the selected representative for this remarkable organization---I literally didn't know what to think or believe walking out onto the stage to receive my official title!!! I had never felt like pageantry was something I'd legitimately see myself do in this world, but it was most certain on my amazing bucket list and it has become an experience that I will hold close to my heart. #StayTunedForTheLegitimatePostAboutThisLaterOn

Flashbacks

Memories of 2019:

It's hard for me to believe that another year has come and gone so quickly... But I am grateful for the many unforgettable moments I was able to share among the most incredible people ever!!! Here are some of my highlights that I'd love to if not briefly share with you all right now (if you don't mind at all?!?!)

#iLegitMissBigBangSoMuch

It is at times emotionally difficult for me to imagine this legitimate sitcom will never come back on my television screen with new episodes--- but it forever has a special spot in my heart. I definitely miss all of those characters so much and their relationships with each other-- which to someone like me meant everything than most people would ever think. It has literally given me a reason to feel so much better with the fact I am slightly different than others around me, but I know this legit sitcom gave me reasons to smile and laugh whenever I needed to feel happy again. #MoreAboutThisLater

#UtahMissAmazing19 

It has truly become an absolute dream come true and getting to have a year of service, has given me chances to make new friendships with so many people, learning to stretch myself in ways that I did not ever think were possible and giving back to others in the community has made me realize how much of an impact I can make in this world. I have definitely grown into a better person in ways I never would have expected myself to which I can only hope what the rest of my reign as the Miss Queen will look like from this point on?!! #ThreeAndAHalfMonthsLeft

#CupofCuoco2020

Alright--- I legitimately watch one of the cast members from the sitcom I mentioned earlier had an amazing idea to create themselves a talk morning show titled what my hashtag is in this blog post :) It has been so much fun for me to get a little better acquainted with someone that I may never get to meet in my lifetime, but getting to know them better not only BC they have such unconditional love for animals--which I will admit is just nothing short of incredible!!! I also have loved watching episodes of their show when they are surrounded by their furry friends and being a dog lover myself--- I cannot help but feel so much respect for them as an individual. This person who played one of my many favorite characters on the Big Bang Theory for twelve amazing seasons--- (Yes, The one and only Kaley Cuoco!!!) I'd love to meet her in person one day if I could and sincerely express my gratitude for all that she continues to do--- I may not have ever rescued any animals myself whatsoever, but knowing that there is someone in the world who would do anything to give them a better life really touches my heart. If you haven't watched or checked out her amazing talk show titled #CupofCuoco, I would recommend this to anyone that needs a little boost of positive feelings in their life!!! 

Charity Event

It was truly one of the most heart-warming experiences ever as I participated alongside with my other pageant queen sisters in a service project with a non profit organization called "The Page That Gives" and what an incredible opportunity it turned out to become. I was very grateful for the remarkable & amazing families who stepped inside of our room looking around each among hundreds of cuddly stuffed animals to take home with them. I really enjoyed getting to see the little kiddos faces simply light up with excitement and it was a little bit tricky not talking with them as much as I would have liked to, but knowing I could make their holiday season a little brighter touched my heart. All of us collected as many stuffed animals as we could possible for this event--but ended up with over 100 more than we needed to have, but to me I was more than pleased that we could bring some holiday cheer to each family who entered into our station!!! I may not have known neither of these families at all whatsoever-- but I was more than determined to bring a smile and understanding of what it means to give back to other people who may not be so fortunate as we are. I really appreciated getting to just be there not only as a pageant queen but a volunteer that could make a difference in the lives of others in some way or another. 

#NightToShine2020 - The Genesis Project

I am truly grateful for this upcoming worldwide prom event for thousands of individuals with special needs and being simply reminded about God's love for us-- is such an absolute wonderful thing. I just genuinely love spending time with all of my best friends and making memories that continuously last forever no matter how many times we keep returning back to this event. I will definitely be certain to have more stories after this event comes to an end in a few weeks and cannot wait to share all of them with you!!! 

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Special Invitation - Stake Relief Society Activity

Somehow all of the incredible stake relief society presidency has been convinced that my faithful prayers last year... made our social an unforgettable experience for everybody involved. I was more than willing to take on that invitation close to heart and never once failed to make sure we'd have not only a successful turn out alongside with being able to have GORGEOUS weather for a perfect evening!!! Earlier today when I was sharping multiple colored pencils & got excitedly asked if I would take on the responsibility of praying for our next upcoming activity in two weeks-- (Of course, I would not pass up an opportunity to do a little more than my fair share in hopes this activity not only has beautiful weather but that everything goes over well.) I will most definitely post about this experience of mine at a later date and please stay tuned for any updates on that down the road!!! :) #Determined #PowerOfPrayerIsReal #LegitimateReasonEnoughRight?!?!

David Archuleta Christmas Concert - Capitol Theater (Salt Lake City)

Please stay tuned for updates on this when it gets a little bit closer!!! I am not particularly certain with any kind of unexpected surprises or anything like that to happen while we are there, but I'm not trying to get my hopes up at this point either. I do know without any questions asked-- All of us will mostly have an incredible evening together and cannot wait to get ourselves in the holiday spirit. I am fairly determined that we will enjoy being in the same room with each other and making memories that I'll know cannot ever be forgotten!!! 

Miss Amazing Queen Fundraiser:

All of us are gonna donate stuffed animals to an organization called "The Page That Gives" and we'll be giving these special gifts to families in need. I am very excited for this opportunity of giving back to other people who may not wake up Christmas morning with gifts under their tree and I am grateful with being able to see smiles on their faces, which I know will warm my heart in more ways than one if you ask me!!! 

Monthly Update

Post Halloween Craziness:

I really enjoyed getting to be dressed up as Miss Transylvania for an entire day and was more than relieved to be myself the rest of the night. I also liked spending time with my third grade students more than anything in this world & feeling of their excitement was just incredible!!! We also went down to University Mall and several of the stores had candy available for the thousands of kiddos that were dressed up!!! It was so much fun getting to see my cute niece Skye have a slight feel of what trick or treating would be like for her and despite the fact, she is still quite young with being able to understand all that is going on-- she looked very cute in her Halloween costume!!! :) 

As this time of year begins, I have so many things in life to express my gratitude for and in more ways than one!!! I obviously shared maybe a little too much in the last year about my challenges and not knowing if I deserved to experience them or if it was to teach me a lesson. I may never want to see those happen again in the future, but I do know my life would not be what it is without them to help me grow everyday. 

I am grateful for the opportunity to have participated with an incredible non profit organization called Miss Amazing throughout this year!!! I have definitely loved getting to make new memories as well friendships with the other queens who have made this reign, one that I will cherish for the rest of my life. I have really liked getting to participate in the National Miss Amazing Pageant in Chicago this summer and being inspired by so many young women and girls with disabilities, to know they can make a difference in more ways than any of us could ever imagine. 

I am grateful for the remarkable (almost ten years) that I have been volunteering at the neighborhood elementary school. From the time I was seventeen years old until now, I have learned so much about what an incredible thing it is to give back and help other people besides myself. It has given me a fair share of challenges along the way but I am grateful to have so many extraordinary people, who want me to give it my best no matter the situation is. I am grateful for the hard times I was able to survive and get through even if I had tears rolling down my cheeks, that I could always give myself another chance at it the next week. 

I am grateful for living in one of the best communities ever and surrounded by the greatest friends & neighbors my family could ever have in this world. I truly love being able to know that I am in a safe place where everybody watches out for each other and when my parents were told: (when they were looking at the lot our home is on now from people-- "Oh, You will love Grandview, it's like one big happy family!!" It has definitely never ceased to amaze me that our community here appears to feel more like that in countless ways that I could easily ramble about--- but there is no time for it now.) 

(End of Part One)

Simply Amazing

I have mentioned this one too many times...but getting to speak at this mini girls retreat ended up being an experience that I would not soon forget. I was able to learn many things about believing in my self and persevering through any challenge that life throws at me. I certainly had a lot of nerves and mixed emotions out on the very high elevated challenge course, which to me at first didn't seem like that much of a big deal---but the more time went on my nerves kicked into gear. It was definitely so much stamina with being up way high in the air and not knowing what to think as I walked carefully across a somewhat wobbly bridge. Instead of me going into details about this, I'll just need to admit whenever anything in life challenges you in some way or another--Do not ever let yourself think it's too much to handle or that you can't achieve your goals.

Highlights from this experience:

- I absolutely loved speaking about my Miss Amazing pageant experience and motivating all of those girls to believe in themselves to try out new things. It was truly an incredible opportunity for me to let each of those girls know how you do not have to be a pageant queen whatsoever or participate in this event to make an impact in this world. I also had one of the girls after my presentation come up to me and mention that they are interested with doing the pageant--which was an absolute JOY to hear!!! It will definitely be one of the most amazing experiences ever and give you chances to stretch yourself in ways that you never imagined possible. 

- Playing my favorite NINJA game of all time with everyone!!! It was truly one of the most amazing times ever and seeing what kinds of moves people came up with, just never ceased to impress me in more ways than one. I also really enjoyed getting to laugh and share stories with all of my brand new friends throughout the entire weekend so much!!! I definitely loved being able to enjoy this legit time with all of them more than words could ever say in a blog post-- but you all have the idea right?! I am grateful to have been a small part of this amazing experience and gotten a chance to learn something about trusting myself to do anything that I set my heart on. (For Your Information: I also really liked doing the archery shooting a lot & having one of my friends help me with it was a delight in so many ways!!! It really became a good stress reliever and letting some of my frustrations out with releasing an arrow was very much something I had not done in such a long time, but I loved being able to learn it alongside so many remarkable girls!!!)

"Never sacrifice who you are just because someone else has a problem with it."

Girls Retreat

OVER THE WEEKEND---One of my favorite people in the whole world contacted me about doing a presentation for their upcoming girls retreat in a few weeks!!! I am excited for this new opportunity of being able to share my message about girls and women with disabilities to believe in themselves-- but even more importantly to try out new things. I cannot wait to have a little mini getaway from all of the stresses that life has to offer and being able to escape into another place, is most likely what I need to refocus myself a little bit. I've decided to keep this a secret from my best friend who has no idea that I'll be headed up to their way as a guest speaker and thanks to their legitimate youth coordinator, I'm more than capable with keeping my mouth shut. I am confident there will be a little bit of tears when it comes around to my turn with getting up in front of people and giving them a reason to know they have nothing to hide about being who we are. I know it has never been easy to feel like at times, if I could only have an explanation for the ups and downs life continuously gives me on a regular basis- especially with the roller coaster I had to face this last year. 

Another part of my life that I'll share in my message with these young ladies, involves with me being in a member of the Speakers Network. I have enjoyed getting to learn so many new skills and gaining the confidence to enjoy presenting on various topics like: Internet Safety, Self Advocacy, Healthy Meals, Self Determination, Work Incentives, etc. I know for me as a self advocate, leader and friend to everyone that no matter the circumstances of what is going on in life, you can impact this world through your actions and the way you continue to have your voice heard. It has never been a part of my life until about this last year when things were falling into pieces and did not much of an idea with how to tackle any kind of situation unless I spoke up and made sure it would never happen again. I really hope more than anything in this world, some of these young ladies can feel inspired to reach themselves out in the community and leave an imprint on someone's heart. I am so thrilled with having been asked to do this for someone who is almost like a second mom to me and never fails to put a smile on my face, whenever I need it the most. 



It is certainly going to be a very much needed trip for me to put my life in order and have a little bit of fun with some of the most amazing people I know!!! I am a little too stoked for all the many fun late night stories I can share with my peeps & not talking about that sugar coat marshmallow candies if you ask me!! I have literally wanted an experience like this to come up at some point in time and can hardly even believe it will be here sooner than I think. I am probably more than just anxious to see how this entire little getaway turns out for me & it is most likely going to be one of the most memorable times ever...with a little bit of sparkle just added to it. 

National Pageant

It's difficult for me to put into words, what an incredible and life changing experience it was to attend this event as well as meeting lots of participants from across the United States. I definitely gave it my all in each phase of competition and trying to leave a mark that is not meant to be forgotten any time soon... but you know what I mean?!?! I really liked getting to learn as much as I could about what it means to be a good self advocate and making sure that my voice is heard. Despite not having walked away with the National title this year, I am grateful to have been a part of this event and hopefully did make a good impression with each opportunity that I had to share my message. 

Shout Out:

Jordan,

I may have never gotten the opportunity to talk with you personally this last weekend, but thank you so much for having an idea and making an impact on the lives of girls/women with disabilities. I am grateful to have had a small part into what this event is really about and I cannot say this enough, but you are truly the epitome of what Miss Amazing is with no doubt in my mind. I may not know all of the many things you needed to do in making this program come to life, but it is definitely something that I hope continues to grow as the years keep passing by. 

Aside from the many nerves and excitement I had in this competition, I will have to admit that even though it was a lot to take in a very short period of time-- I know this is going down to be one of the most amazing experiences that I know will stick with me. I look forward with being able to continue on with my reign and making more of a difference in the lives of other people around me, in anyway that I can possible. There are only so many more opportunities for me to leave behind a legacy of all the many things I was able to do and hopefully let those with disabilities know, that we are not alone and in this experience together. 

Recent Stories

Temple To Temple Run 2019:

Obviously... None of my family or I chose to run in this event, but getting to be a part of it among thousands of people was such a treat in more ways than one. I am grateful for those who sacrificed much so that I could be here and live the gospel of Jesus Christ, here on this earth. I know all of the many circumstances and trials they faced were unimaginable to what we have today... but for me to have been a small part of this walk/run event was just a short glimpse into what those early saints-- literally had to put their faith into each day, motivated me to keep walking forward. I could've just easily given up and not participated along with the other thousands of people, who gave it their all regardless of what was going on around them. This was definitely an incredible experience that I'll cherish forever and look back on with a smile, knowing that it was difficult-- but not impossible if you ask me!!!

After what I've blogged on here from the last year and a half, I know my life has not been the easiest at times or happiest for me either-- but this event is something I really needed. It opened up my heart into the fact, no matter how extremely difficult I've had to endure through barriers that no one should have to put themselves into or deal with. It certainly gave me a sense of perspective that no matter what I'm dealing with in my life, I know that I will turn out be alright in the end. Maybe I'll never know what it was like for those early saints to have faced some of the most unfathomable things and yet having needed to be a part of this event showed me that I can do hard things. If you must know... I wouldn't have experienced all of those hardships alone without the help of my Savior, Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father every single step of the way!!! 

"The foremost quality of our pioneers was faith. With faith in God, they did whatever pioneer does-- They stepped forward into the unknown." 

Family Reunion 2019:

Not about this has happened yet--- but I am determined in making a lot of new memories with family and getting to catch up with each other as much as possible. I have always loved getting to enjoy just being away from the craziness of what is going on and escaping into a little piece of Heaven on earth, if you know what I mean?!?! :) 

Final Preparation:

I'll make sure to write up about the event itself after returning back home & having a little extra time on my hands. I am thrilled for one of the most unforgettable experiences in my life and sharing it w/ so many other amazing young women across the united states. The official plan is to get my stuff all put into my suitcase next Monday and making sure I don't leave any of the important stuff behind. It has certainly given me a lot of stuff to think about over these past few months and hopefully can just give this all my best regardless in whatever the results are!!! 

Bountiful Parade

LAST NIGHT--- Me along with the other extraordinary 2019 Utah Miss Amazing Queens were asked to be a part of this unforgettable event held in Bountiful. I absolutely loved every single minute with getting to smile and wave at thousands of spectators along the parade route!!! It was truly one of the most amazing experiences ever and not to mention keeping it together, despite all of the very intense summer weather that we had-- but I was able to make the best of the situation. I especially liked when at one point during the event one of my cousins, who I don't necessarily see too often was out there in the crowd & unexpectedly yelled out my name!!! I absolutely loved being able to be one of the many highlights during that parade and quite frankly... It would have been really nice to have spent a brief period of time with them. It really meant so much to me having them out there in the crowd & with not having known anything about me being in the parade, I definitely felt a little extra special having at least someone else I am close to.  

Shortly after the parade concluded, We needed to head out in quite a hurry for us to arrive at the concert going on for the 24th of July celebrations at the conference center. It was truly an absolute treat getting to listen to uplifting music and being inspired by the messages that were briefly shared from the phenomenal guest artist. 

Favorite Parade Highlights:

- All of us were able to spend quality time visiting with the newly crowned, Miss Utah 2019 and just getting to know her a little bit more was an experience I'll cherish forever!!! I loved being able to take pictures with her and sharing the excitement we have for the upcoming National Miss Amazing event that takes place in less than a week!!! :) 

- Getting to see my family out in the crowd was an absolute treat and having their support throughout my reign has certainly helped me through so much. I loved being able to participate in this event and sharing the spirit of what the 24th holiday is about with thousands of people all over Bountiful. They were amazing to have endured the intense heat outside in the middle of July & keeping the brightest smiles on their faces was nothing short of incredible!!!

Craziness

#ThreeWeeksAndCounting

There is absolutely no reason for me to feel in such a panic mode over the fact, I haven't done much of any preparation with attending the 2019 National Miss Amazing event in three weeks. I know it's all gonna work out in the end somehow and everything will immediately fall into place, eventually if not sooner than later. I am confident there will be a lot more realistic information to share afterwards when I return back home and can make an effort with trying to update you all, on how everything will turn out. With this being my first time ever... I am not even certain about what it is they are needing to look for in a National Representative and hoping more than ever to make a good impression. I cannot wait to share this unforgettable journey with the other Utah Miss Amazing Representatives who I am more than positive will put their best selves out on that stage and make it an experience that none of them will ever forget. 

#BigBangTheoryNostalgia

How have you ever not watched a sitcom and not felt a little bit of emotional nostalgia from it?! It's only been a couple of months since this legitimate show ended & literally cannot wish it would just come back in an quick second... but I cannot make that happen in real life unfortunately. I know this sitcom will forever have a special spot in my heart and one that is never gonna be replaced any time if you know what I mean?!

#SummerDanceSportChallenge2019

This is one of the most legitimate times during my summer break and getting an opportunity to dance in a competition with my best friends!!! I have definitely grown so much from this experience & just being able to focus on the aspect of having fun alongside the greatest people you could ever possibly imagine!!!

It has really given me an opportunity to find the joy in dancing ballroom in such an incredible place where dance is very well known among lots of people. A little bit more on this when it does actually gets slightly closer and there are so many more stories to tell, So please stay tuned for all of them!!!!!

Summer Plans

2019 NINJA Youth Leadership Conference (Logan, Utah)

This disability conference has been a part of my life for awhile & didn't really expect it to be as much fun as it was until after I got there. It has really opened up doors of learning and growth for me to just simply give a message that can empower so many to know they have a voice. I am truly grateful for the many amazing people who have encouraged, inspired, motivated me to be a better person & not ever being afraid to speak up for myself when it is necessary. Unfortunately... There is not much for me to share about this right now and since the event has not kicked off yet--- I am trying to be patient with making the best of whatever happens throughout my summer vacation. More updates about this later on and be sure to stay tuned for them!!! 

Ronald McDonald House Charity Breakfast (Salt Lake City, Utah)

As being one of the Utah Miss Amazing Queens, We were invited to do a service project and making breakfast for the families of those who are at the Ronald McDonald House Charity. I am truly excited for an opportunity with being able to give back and make an impact on these families lives in a very small way. I am truly grateful for the many opportunities that will allow me to do something a lot more bigger than myself and in hopes it will be amazingly successful in more ways than one. 

National Miss Amazing Pageant (Chicago, IL)

It's obvious that I have not been able to write up much about this, but I can only hope for the best in whatever does end up happening. I am not determined to be competitive against any of the other participants or anything of that nature, but I am hopeful it will give me a boost of confidence and an opportunity to make a good impression in some way or another. I am grateful for this new adventure in my life and getting to share in that experience, with some of the most amazing young ladies ever is a dream come true!!! 

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Last Week Of Institute

It's been such an incredible semester getting to attend our special needs institute class & learn more about the gospel of Jesus Christ on a weekly basis. I am so grateful for the many memories that we shared with our classmates and sharing all of our personal testimonies about the Savior, because to me that has really made an impact on my life in more ways than one. I have definitely focused a lot more on the importance of what my purpose on this earth means and praying everyday to remember that I can make it through anything with the help of my Savior.

Continuation Of Events: (Repetitive Stuff)

Volunteering at Westridge Elementary School has progressed a little bit and hopefully that continues on as the remainder of this school year moves forward. I have really not quite figured out for myself how much this experience has not only turned into one of the hardest times ever, but somehow it has needed for me to become a stronger, confident individual and volunteer in too many ways to count. I am hopeful it will not continuously be a struggle or frustration on me anymore, but having admitted that on here--only leads me into a position with needing to keep my composure and have a smile on my face. 

Aside from being the 2019 Miss Queen, I have certainly got so much on my mind all the time with trying to figure out how this new title works and making a good impression on those I come into a little bit of contact with. I have only blogged about my first appearance and will not try to share so much with you guys, only due to the fact that I do not want to find myself annoying people. I have definitely needed to keep my not so hectic schedule under control and hopefully have lots more of amazing stories to share throughout this reign of mine, down the road. 

Weekend Highlights:

- Attended the BYU Ballroom Dance Concert at the Marriott Center & loved every single minute of it so much!!! I always enjoy getting to watch so many incredible performers give it their best on stage... as well as putting an unforgettable show for so many people.



- Worked on my speech for the next presentation I will be doing on Utah Valley University campus & making an effort to get my message across to people about how just because I'm different, does NOT mean I am not capable to live in an independent life everyday.

Surprised Win

After this pageant of mine ended, my life has continuously gotten a lot busier and more hectic than I would have ever imagined it to become. I know there is so much more for me to learn and grow from this experience as my reign moves forward with opportunities to give back to the community. I am so grateful for this new chapter of my life and being able to focus on things that can impact others lives as well as my own, but you get the picture here right?!?! I never in my wildest dreams wanted to just come out on top with this event and simply went into it for an experience, to see what it was like, but not necessarily to be competitive or anything of that nature. 

It was truly one of the most unforgettable experiences ever and getting to share it with so many other amazing young woman was an experience that I will cherish for the rest of my life. I am grateful for the chance that I had to participate with this non profit organization and make an impression in some way whether or not, I felt like it was what the people involved were really looking for...I am glad to have given this all one hundred ten percent of my best effort. 

2019 National Miss Amazing Pageant (Chicago, IL)

I am so excited for this once in a lifetime opportunity and getting meet lots of phenomenal young woman from all over the United States. It is mostly about just being myself and giving as much as possible to leave a mark on this organization in some way or another, but I am grateful to share it with thirty other participants who are running for the title of National Miss Amazing in all of their age divisions. I am confident it will be a new adventure for me to do this on a much different level than what I just did a couple of weeks ago, so I can only hope with making it an experience that I'll remember for whatever is to happen down the road.