Farewell

TWELVE YEARS AGO YESTERDAY---- The first pilot episode of my favorite television sitcom was aired on the CBS network and can hardly believe it is not returning for a brand new season. It's been obvious that I'm not a legitimate nerd whatsoever and would easily care less about reading thru comic books of well known super heroes. 

In honor of this legitimate television show... I watched multiple clips of random episodes on that well known site called You Tube yesterday and felt a little bit of nostalgia. I definitely miss not being able to look forward to any new episodes this year and if I can admit---I will forever have a special place in my heart for those characters. 

As an individual with a learning disability-- I may not have related to much of what the story lines in this show were about from a normal standpoint, but I can truthfully admit it made me realize that just being different is a lot cooler than most people would think. It's been several months from when I did watch the most heartfelt series finale ever and could not help but have tears running down my face as I listened to Sheldon's speech after him and his wife received the Nobel Prize!!! 

With all of the many things I've posted about this sitcom----I know my life has never been the same and can only hope for whatever is to come later down the road. It has definitely left a slight hole into my heart since the show concluded in May of this year and I feel incredibly grateful for what this has done for not only me, but lots of other people as well. I really loved all of these extraordinary people so much and even though we have never met each other in person, I want them to know in my way-- I love you all too!!! Thank you so much for giving me and millions of fans across the globe, some of the best laughs ever during your twelve year run!! #MissYouAllSoMuch #ForeverBigBangTheory.

Solution

After the last previous school year ended, I made one of the hardest decisions ever about being a little more stickler to keep my distance from someone and giving each other some space. It's truly not the easiest thing for me whatsoever, but there is no perfectly good reason that I can't see if this will end up working out. I am certainly more than determined to notice if anything else happens between now and when I return back to the elementary school at some point in time... that I can handle myself with no tears rolling down my face.


If you didn't check out some of my older blog posts about this experience in my life, I would not suggest that you read through it unless there is something you want to take away from them. I know as a self advocate in this world, telling my mom about how much I didn't want to see myself volunteer in any classroom with having made the biggest mistake of my life and not enjoyed a second of it. I couldn't even begin to describe what an absolute trial of my faith this was for me & getting my voice heard throughout is something I feel lucky to use whenever it is needed. I will never step inside of any classroom again left with mixed emotions and frustration that consistently wore off on me!! It will never happen as I move on from this unfathomable chapter and in hopes for a brighter/successful year ahead. #MorePowerToHer. 

NEXT MONTH--- will be the one year mark since my good friend Josh was unexpectedly called to his heavenly home. I know that his impression on me will never be forgotten and realizing what an absolute difficult past year it has been for me to not have him around--- does not ever fail to give me a push in the right direction whenever I need it the most. I am so grateful with having a testimony of the gospel in my life more than anything else in this world and knowing that my friend Josh is where he's needed most and cannot wait to greet him with open arms!!! #ItsOkayJustKeepSwimming