"Every moment is a fresh beginning."
I've definitely been thinking about what the next step is for my life & somehow I obviously need to look into a possibility with taking classes at Utah Valley University in the fall. Not here to admit this will be an absolute official decision for me at all, but it would really give me opportunities to want to learn more and step out of my comfort zone. I have not necessarily looked closely into what kinds of courses I would see myself wanting to sign up for and feel comfortable with---but who knows?? I'll never know unless I make the effort with being able to try and see if this is something I want to give myself a shot in the real world.
I would really think with having an experience like this, would open up a door of endless possibilities for me to learn new skills and stretch myself in ways that I never have imagined. I really do think this is an opportunity for me to have just even a semester of going to just one class and seeing how much it would benefit me in the long run. One of my dreams throughout the last nine years has been getting a paid position with being a teacher's aide in a classroom and somehow unless I give myself a chance to achieve this goal--- I need to make it a priority once in for all. I am hopeful this could end up being either one of the greatest chances I have ever taken or just simply decide to do something else. It has really given me something to contemplate on and maybe within the next few months, in trying to just figure out what would be the most effective plan for me and sorting through things in order to make it become a reality.
My mom has reminded me that are other ways for me to develop my talents without spending a lot of money and quite frankly I could not in some ways agree with that more. Unless anything happens with any of this at all in the next several months, I will have to do a lot on my part in making this become a real and legitimate goal for myself to see what is there at the university to tackle straight on. Please stay tuned for updates if there is anything I can share with you guys later down the road and unless there is a different opportunity that urges me to give a shot for... I will make sure to let you guys know on here at some point :)