Letting It Go

An important life lesson that I learned last night, is to never have people that assume they want to be your friend & then realizing they don't necessarily care about the fact they are losing a person who did nothing more than just simply care about them. I've always thought friendship was an important part of my life and still is to this day, but in the long run I know what is in my heart and what my Heavenly Father wants me to do going forward. If you haven't already figured out the title of my blog post here it is called: "Letting It Go." And to me it is really tough to know that sometimes our lives will never be the same or what we'd expect them to be let alone getting the pieces of the puzzle together which until now has not been an easy thing for me. In the inspiring film "Once I Was A Beehive" the final line in that movie really has stood out to me more than anything else in this world & here it is: "No matter what happens in my life, I can look back on this experience & be proud to say that "Once I Was A Beehive." This beautiful line in the movie has been stuck inside of my head for a long time now and regardless of any trial I've ever had to overcome throughout the years... I know without any shadow of a doubt that my Savior, Jesus Christ will continue to be the one true friend that I will always turn to for strength and comfort whenever I need it at any given moment in my life. I'd never want to be friends with someone who doesn't accept me for who I really am inside and outside because I'm a person who has a heart of gold that is willing to do whatever it takes to help them through their challenges, but sometimes people come in and out of your life for specific reasons (whether we like them or not at the time). In the pixar disney movie FROZEN, all of us know the popular well known song called "Let It Go" and listening to the words in this song definitely set in my heart what I'm facing right now and learning it in the hardest way possible, because sometimes we have to do that in order to strive to be a little better everyday. I know that this isn't necessarily what I wanted to see happen to me at this point in my life, but I know it is what needs to take place right now and hopefully after some time reflecting on the important people whose influence has made me stronger and happier person in this world. 

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen.
A kingdom of isolation,
and it looks like I'm the Queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in;
Heaven knows I've tried

Don't let them in,
don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel,
don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore

Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care
what they're going to say
Let the storm rage on.
The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all

It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I'm free!

Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You'll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let the storm rage on

My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I'm never going back, the past is in the past

Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone
Here I stand
In the light of day
Let the storm rage on

The cold never bothered me anyway!


The cold never bothered me anyway!


The cold never bothered me anyway!