Spoiled

In excitement for my virtual NINJA Conference next week--- I was thrilled for a surprise about the heartfelt and legitimate care package that arrived on my front porch. I was definitely anxious to see what was inside and then putting the pieces together in my head, I could not have been more stoked for something in my life!!! Okay... I am just being a little over board with this, but it does leave such a meaning of unconditional love and knowing that me and my friends are being watched out for is an incredible feeling. 

Talk about some much needed items that are gonna help me through the rest of what has continued to be a real struggle for me in ways, it may not be for most people. I know that on an emotional level---- this entire year has not been easy for me and pretending to keep a brave face on these days (at times if not more often than I can admit) has gotten a little easier but I still cannot think of just how much my life has changed in a manner of weeks and months alone. I am excited about my new upcoming spot on this disability council that I blogged about last month and cannot wait to see what other adventures I will be able to experience with such phenomenal individuals like myself. 

Inside of this care package: (Mini Preview)

Candy Galore (I am pretty legitimately sweet if you ask me!!!) It is definitely not gonna be eaten all in one setting if you know what I mean?! But I am grateful for the many fun activities and fidgets I'll hang onto as well to make me feel some more at ease during the online event.

Adult Coloring Book 

I'll definitely be using that as much as possible and trying to color my heart out-- because I have not done that for some time because I felt like it was never something I'd enjoy being able to do. I am so grateful to know that there will be hours of making the best of my time and trying to keep my mind-- completely off things whenever I have an opportunity. It is certainly gonna save my life to know that I can always choose to keep myself busy and not trying to continue have teardrops rolling down my cheeks on a weekly basis. 

(End of Part One)