I legitimately wish that we had some pixie dust to magically take this pandemic away and we could return back to normalcy. I have really struggled endless times with my anxiety of feeling upset and quite easily irritated by the littlest comments that were given to me from other people. To make this entire blog post fairly short-- I know there is so much more for me to take time being focused on myself and what I need to do in order to feel like my normal self again. It hasn't necessarily been a simple process for me to learn and at times come to understand as to why I feel like my anxiety is never gonna return back to how it used to be long after this year is behind us!!! I have definitely gotten some tough love from a friend who I knew meant well when they mentioned to me something that I didn't need to hear-- but also had to realize that it was only said to me so I could be a little extra patient with this individual. It has given me some extra faith to exercise a little bit more throughout the remainder of this year and knowing that I'm not the one & only person whose been struggling with so much. I am confident there is a light at the end of this tunnel, but if you ask me-- I am not even close to being sure of when that moment is ever gonna come up.
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I have been video chatting with a friend of mine and it has given me so much peace in my heart. It was such an amazing experience for me to know that someone loves and wants me to feel like a very legit-- important person in this world. They talked with me about things that make me happy and let me tell ya that list quite a lengthy one, but it did make me feel as though I was being valued instead of somehow misunderstood. I am grateful for their patience with me and listening whenever I need someone to talk to about anything that is on my mind--but also giving me a chance to express who I am inside and out without being critical or judge mental in anyway.
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