Weeks Ahead

 

LAST NIGHT----I genuinely hesitated to ask my friends over social media about keeping me in their thoughts and prayers for the next several weeks. I seriously never feel comfortable asking friends for prayers let alone trying to make it come across as being desperate or anything like that-- but I also got quite a bit of things on my plate that are coming up soon!!! 

Aside from all of the endless opportunities that have been placed in my life, I am extremely unsure if I need to step back from things which at this point is almost too late to decide on-- because I already did make the commitment to stick with them. I know it is probably coming across slightly weird right now, but having the experience to be a part of seven (Yes... I said that!!!) committees in the disability world- that I am so thrilled to help out with and yet I am the kind of person who never says the word No when new chances make their way to them. 

After I asked my friends to keep me in their thoughts and prayers-- I have slowly began to feel some of those prayers remind me that I can make it through this!!! It has given me a boost of confidence that I'll need as I begin to see stuff fall into place and unfold right in front of me, which is the coolest part about deciding on whatever it is the group I'm involved with wants to do. I am grateful for my NINJA group-- who continues to watch out for each other no matter what it is going on and checking up to see how all of us are doing is just simply a blessing. 

Let me give you a little glimpse into what I have coming up in the weeks ahead: (Hopefully I can keep my composure together as I make my mark in this world-- But you understand what I mean right?!)

Three Educational Trainings (Speakers Network)

Virtual Disability Planning Conference Committees

YLC Responsibilities

Governor Appointed Councils (USILC & DD Council)

As you can see from this list here, I have quite a bit on my plate this year and only so much more to still keep learning as I move forward after this health epidemic is behind us. It has emotionally drained me-- without even realizing the pain that has gotten left behind still has a scar that is not quite fully healed at this very moment and it will take awhile. I know this entire blog post does not make sense whatsoever... but it has left me feeling slightly confused if I even made the right decisions to give my ideas and input on things I know are gonna make those events run smoothly let alone be ones that nobody will forget!!!

I have lots of extra support and assistance from people who love what they do... even though it is not at times easy during the circumstances that we are still dealing with everyday. I am grateful for their kind hearts, willingness to step up to the plate when it is not always what they feel comfortable doing, (with so many other reasons that I could list off right here). I know they have all left an imprint on my heart- in ways I am certain they have no clue about whatsoever and I am gonna never let it disappear from my life any time soon!!! #JustKeepHopping #BunnyMotivation #ImJustSaying #Randomness