If you've stuck with me on this blog for the past six years, I have obviously written up about some of my favorite songs and yet here I am again doing the exact same thing. This song I have linked into my blog post today has become one of my favorites and I cannot stop replaying it multiple times. It has reminded me so many times about who I really am and what I can do regardless of what others think--which if you must know is a completely different story. It's been a whirlwind of emotions for me to reach this point in my life and not feel the least bit of gratitude for what I have accomplished. I have neve felt more than just slightly envious about not being more involved with my favorite things after this summer ends and I can't imagine what else life has in store for me, once I say a tearful goodbye to what has shaped me into who I am now.
It's always hard for me to write up about songs that I love so much & trying to sound eloquent as to why it has impacted my life as much as it has. I am grateful for the peace it has given to my heart as I learn about why I have to leave things behind for others to love as much as I did. I felt disappointment with pretending not take what I wanted to do one last time personally and yet this week has definitely shown me, that all I can do is just keep my soul on fire. I'm certain that my colleagues and friends know I have so much more that I need to offer towards the disability community as these next few years pass on. I know there is a lot more unconditional love and potential within myself that needs to be shared, whether I am ready for that or not. I know my heart will always belong to where this journey of mine began and can only hope to see myself grow into the person I need to become.
I know this is a very spiritual song for those who are reading through this, but I am hopeful things can only continue to make me the person I need to be in the future. I am grateful for the ongoing support & love that my friends have given me as to whether or not I deserved it throughout the last few years. It's been heartwarming for me to see how I am never alone when things get tough and uncertain--but I am grateful to know there is a lot more I can do to tackle my problems. This song has helped me feel a lot more at peace when my anxiety has gotten itself out of control and wanting to get in the way of every single trial that life has ever given to me. #SoulOnFire #HilaryWeeksMusic
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