I am literally not sure what my heart would like me to write up today and it's simply because of things that I've experienced these past couple of weeks. I have tried to emotionally keep my head up high and sometimes I feel like it is exactly what I've got to be doing with myself right now. It really makes me wonder if the things that have happened in my life were necessary for me to go through and not feel like it wasn't supposed to teach me something important?? Regardless of the many things that I have experienced so far this year have literally strengthened my testimony of this gospel so much and I am grateful 4 the many blessings it continues to bring into my life. I am not someone who is very good at finishing their thoughts when it comes to blogging about things like this and maintaining that spiritual perspective. I cannot even tell you what an absolutely difficult few days it has been for me to have people that I've loved getting to know and love so much, leave from the things they were doing before to do other things instead. I have never dealt with so much mixed emotions since I've gone through stuff that I never expected it to see happen and yet it makes me wonder what else I could do to make it less difficult. I know everything has continued to maybe get a little bit harder and more trying than I was expecting them to, but I am grateful for the times I can learn to become more like my Savior.
Awhile back I shared this beautiful and inspiring quote with a friend of mine, ever since that time I have been able to reread this over and over again. The profound effect it's had on my life has been absolutely wonderful and I know that as long as I continue to hang in there doing the best I possibly can we are gonna make it through any trial life gives us. I am grateful for the amazing peace this quote has brought me over the course of time and reminding me that even though it has not gotten a lot easier as the days have gone on, I know there is much more to look forward to. I am not writing this up today because I feel like things are not going right with my life, but to hopefully let people know that I am here to spread a message of what means a lot to me. I know that because of the things I have emotionally struggled with over the years, that I know my Savior, Jesus Christ will always be there with me to lend his hand that is outstretched still. I am humbled & blessed to be a part of an amazing purpose of why I am here on this earth to never forget what my special mission is. There are so many things in each of our lives that probably seem a lot harder than it appears to be right in front of us, I know there is a light at the end of every tunnel.
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