One of the many wishes I'd love to see come true this year is being able to hug my friends and people that I have greatly missed spending time with so much. I have struggled a lot with this crazy stuff and unless there is any good news to be announced in the next little while, I am hoping all of those days-- with being stir crazy are behind us a lot sooner than waiting it out for the next several months. I have definitely kept my mouth quiet this week and not very certain about what to tell people, especially all of those that I have not been able to catch up with on life as much anymore. I am feeling extremely if not more than nervous as to whether or not, I will be as talkative on the next Zoom Meeting that takes place next week because I know after the emotional toll I had last time-- is even gonna overcome me again. I have definitely shared a lot of tears with this group of people for the last several weeks now- which to me is only a reason that I may never know when my emotional side will be under control or if I need a lot more time on my hands. It is pretty obvious that all of this has been the hardest time in my life and cannot wait for the announcement to know when we can get back to normal and not have any worries to think of not having the virus sticking itself around any much longer. I am ready for the many hugs that I will embrace and never again take for granted because it has gotten a lot harder with still not getting to let those I love so much a hug of knowing we are not alone!!!
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