Moves On

 

 "No matter what you're going through, sometimes you need the support of people going through the same thing. You don't have to do it alone."

This quote right here is perfectly motivating for me right now and despite what has taken place in the last several months--it is comforting to know we are not alone. I am grateful for the comfort of my Savior and his unconditional love for me as one of his precious daughters, especially with all of the distractions that I have to see everyday. I am grateful for this experience to close a book of uncertainty & misunderstandings to a new one of endless possibilities to begin a clean slate. 

As I continue on with this new process of learning to do better as person, I know my experiences will only keep me headed on the right path and working towards a peace of mind. It's obviously going to take me a little extra time to know when I can genuinely show forgiveness towards the person who didn't intend on purpose to make me feel offended or hurt--but knowing it will help me to leave this chapter behind for the both of us. Being an individual with a not so well known disability--I struggle a lot with not trying to take what gets said to me on a personal level because it can at times not feel that way, but it is difficult when I cannot understand how to approach something. 

Perception Four: (Self Care)

Calming Music has always been a good escape for me to unwind and settle down with my emotions. It has a way to give me the comfort I need during any hard time and coming to terms with where I need to be. I don't want to ever feel obligated in sharing what helps me feel better with others, but I know when there is a song I truly love listening to-- I can immediately try my hardest to relate the lyrics back to me and apply them in my own life. Think about it and see if it would work for you someday!!!

"When in doubt, Pray it out."

I definitely need to work on this one a little more and communicate with my heavenly father when I've needed his hand in my life. I know my prayers have continuously blessed the lives of people who need them and pushing through to make sure I don't leave anyone off my list. I have been grateful for those heartfelt prayers of friends who are such extraordinary individuals with potential to achieve their goals, make an impact in their community, touch the hearts of people around them, etc. 

Last Perception: (Healing Process)

I obviously have quite a bit of healing to do between now and when my virtual conference takes place in a few short weeks. I have never felt more determined to just realize my words and actions can effect people around me, sometimes without questions needing to be asked. I know myself as a person on the inside and out is someone who wants to see good in this world everyday, whether is going out of a very small comfort zone to impact someone else's life, educating others on the issues that affect the lives of those with disabilities and helping them know about the resources they can look into, etc. I know I am the only person in control over how they respond to things and want to move forward in handling it in the best way possible. I have so much more in myself to contribute in this world and maybe it will give me another reason to keep changing my perspective on things, regardless of what has taken place in my past experiences. I will continue blogging as much as I can when there is anything to write up about as well as trying to feel better into this next week once it arrives. I will take as much extra time as I need with being able to move forward in the right direction and never let my struggles define who I am. It's going to take some extra work on my part--but I know taking care of myself first is going to make the biggest difference for not only me, but others in my life too!!!